About Luhan

Some of you might wonder why did I not rant about Luhan... Well, here I am. To be honest, I saw this coming. I am heart broken as well because Luhan is also one of my bias (it's hard to have only one bias in EXO). I saw this coming and I was fully prepared, unlike Kris, who was so sudden.

What really bottles my mind is that how can people call Kris a traitor while he filed a lawsuit but when Luhan left, people congratulate him? Some people said that it is because they have seen SM's true colours after Kris and Jessica incidence and I'm like hello...? How did you not see SM's true colour earlier? I mean don't get me wrong, to me, that company is a great, big, successful company but really? Ever since I knew about Hangeng's case, I have never trusted SM.

What I meant to say is that I support all of SM's artist, I just don't like the way SM is treating their idols.

But if you take a look at a different angle, you can see that maybe, SM went from bad to better. I mean that look at all those dating news from SNSD and Super Junior. Not to mention EXO and f(x). What I think is that SM is finally opening their doors to let their idols have more freedom but some of them took this chance to leave the company. Take JYJ and Hangeng as example. SM did not let JYJ perform on music stages for years. And look at Kris and Luhan now. Not only did they not ask for money, they did nothing except for going to court and stuff.

Getting off track now.... Back to Luhan.

I am glad that Luhan is healthy now. I saw pictures of him in a coffee shop and when he was attending his movie premier(??) and he definitely looked healthier. I've also heard that Luhan had refused a high pay job, to shoot a movie which the director/producer are willing to pay him. This really shows that Luhan is not someone who cares much about money, he's not money faced. But I really do hope that he would return one day, as an actor or a singer because damn that guy is handsome and talented. How could someone not love him?

One thing that I am sure of is that I would definitely miss him and his laugh. Those kind of laughs that he looks like he had just lost a screw to his jaw. I hope that one day he would meet up with Kris and maybe the two of them could have a collab?

Which side of the story do you choose to believe?

I've been quiet for a while now, and all that I can say is that so much shit is happening in SM right now. First Kris, then Sulli and now Jessica. We all know the story to Kris's case, but why did Sulli halted her activities and why is Jessica dropped from the group? We fans can only guess because we really have no clue about what's happening behind those closed doors.

In Sulli's case, some said that she was stressed out and wanted to get some rest. Some said that she was ill and halt her activities due to health problems. The most ridiculous one that I've heard before is that she halts her activities as a protest for not letting her date Choiza. In my opinion, Sulli really is stressed out by all the netizens when they found out that she is dating Choiza and when you're stressed, who knows what happens to your body? Your body might go crazy and refuse to function at all. So Sulli having her activities to a halt is possibly the best choice for her, although it might be a little troublesome for her group, f(x), but the other girls didn't seemed too bothered by that either.

Now, the main focus of this whole rant is about Jessica. Why did SM suddenly dropped her out? Was she messing up GG's schedule? In my opinion, well, she did say that her priority was GG but was she really paying attention to GG that much now she had launch her fashion line "BLANC"? In SM's defence, they said that Jessica was even looking for school in New York already.

Here's the catch, Jessica actually did told SM that she would halt her activities after GG's next album. If she was already planning to leave after the next album, is looking for fashion school wrong now? Everybody does that kind of early planning, even I do. High school students begin to look for colleges and universities even way before their final exams so why not? SM even gave her the green light to go on with her fashion line, so why?

A lot of people blamed SM for their shitty management while some blamed Jessica herself, saying that she deserved it bla bla bla. Come on, for reals? I think both of them is to be blamed I mean like, for instance, Jessica probably put too much attention onto making BLANC a success, which I think is reasonable because it's her fashion line, while messing up the GG girls' schedule. And for SM, why couldn't they wait until GG's  next album and let Jessica halt her activities just as promised, not kicking her out without early notice. SM's actions not only caused their stocks to dropped, I'm pretty sure that they have gained "a few more" antis now. By a few more, I mean, ALL of Jessica's fans.

And now, Tyler Kwon. Many people said that he is to be blamed. He's the one who encouraged Jessica to invest a lot on BLANC and asked her to focus more onto it. Not to mention that rumour has it that he is Jessica's boyfriend, no wait, fiancé, but he denied marrying her. Me and my friend had discussed about this and she said that there is a high possibility that Tyler is using Jessica and he is not in love with her. Jessica on the other hand, might be in love with this guy. Well, like I said, it's just our opinion, it's not necessary the accurate truth. Tyler is known as a scandal maker while he's dating Gillian Chung.... Why did Jessica fall for him again?

Oh right, they met at Hong Kong during GG's tour and Jessica maxed out her credit card and Tyler came to the rescue? Oh okay.

Overall, to be honest, I think that SM has undergo a 360 degree change since Kim Young Min became the CEO and most of the idols cannot agree with most of the things. Then again, what do I know? It's not like I work in there or know any of them. Oh right, there's another rumour that Luhan might be quitting EXO. WTF IS WRONG WITH 2014? That's just a rumour though, I'm not sure and I hope that that doesn't happen, he's like one of my bias!  

Jon Cozart!

You guys definitely have to listen to him. He's like the coolest guy on Youtube and I love his voice so, so much. I really hope he uploads more of these though. Anyway, these two songs are going up i the playlist and I'll leave a link below for you guys to check out his videos!

After Ever After: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=diU70KshcjA
After Ever After 2: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mIQr_TrFTUk

Kris oppa, don't go. We love you.

Everyone by now should have known about Kris right? I was shocked when I got the news because I was away when everything happened and when I finally got my cellphone back, I instantly saw 3 friends that sent me the exact same thing, telling me that Kris might be leaving. And you guessed it, I brawled for a whole 15 minutes. Like literally brawled. Kris is my ultimate bias from the start. From the MAMA era till the Overdose era, and till forever.

I admit that I was dumb at first because I just brawled without looking at the other little things. I checked Instagram, Facebook, twitter and Weibo and well... I brawled longer and louder. Especially the post from the so called "Tao" and "Chanyeol" in Instagram and Weibo. And here comes the fan theories. About SM confiscated the members' phone and post all those things. I believed that and I know that both Tao and Chanyeol are the closest to Kris out of the other 11. They couldn't possibly write that right? I mean, they should know Kris well since they are so close and they have bonds like brothers.

And trust me when I say bond like brothers. Even if you said that they are just a group working together, we would never know if they are really close or whatever, try doing that, try working with a group of people for a long period of time and you'll know. I, for example, have been a brass band for almost 5 years and we really have special bonds with each other. In the beginning yes, I admit, I think that we're just a group of people working together to get benefits but the longer we're together, the closer we get. This is because we have been through everything together, like literally everything. Depression, anger, happiness, stupidity done together and so on. I've only been in the band for 5 years, and Kris? He has been with EXO for 7 years. That's not a very short period of time. For sure bonds would form and feelings, feelings exists.

I've spoken to my dad, who happens to have studied law a few years and back and he said that if Kris did not send a termination letter, but just filed a lawsuit, it doesn't mean that he is leaving. He is not terminating the contract. And as long as he wins the case, he is still a part of EXO. If not, I believe that SM would still want him back because hello, HAVE YOU GUYS SEEN THE AMOUNT OF FANS THAT GALAXY FANFAN HAS? With Kris gone that would mean a disaster to EXO, to SM. Sales would drop, fans would start leaving the fandom and bla bla bla.

Apart from that, I am very, very, very touched that other fandoms like Cassies, ELFs and SONEs have come and supported us EXO stans. Not only that I saw on twitter a whole bunch of other fandoms like Shawols, Inspirits, BANA, Blackjacks, VIPs and a whole lot more fandoms are supporting us, helping us and are trying to calm us down. Cassies and ELFs know exactly how are we feeling right now. This is just history repeating all over again. I really appreciate all this, a fandom hug a what we need now.

Okay, now back to SM. Seriously SM? This is not the first time this is happening! Why aren't you guys changing at all? Slave contracts? Exploitation of the idols? What the heck man? And I believe that Kris, is not just all about himself, I believe that him, Kris Wu Yifan, or Kevin Li Jiaheng, is standing up for every member of EXO. He is the one that is brave enough to be doing this. So, Kris, I support you. And about the EXO members having an "unfollowing spree" on Instagram, I think that's bullshit. Baekhyun is the one holding on till the end. And what do you guys think? SM again? Or it's just the members' not being able to understand what their leader hyung just did?

But really, if things really go bad (please don't, no matter what please Kris, please.), I would still continue loving EXO and Kris no matter what. Kris has made his decision, so why not respect that? No matter he is Kris or Kevin, Wufan or Jiaheng, I would still love him no matter what. But keep in mind SM, EXO is 6+6=1, not 6+5=11. EXO is OT12, OT11 is just not right. 

"We Are One" is not just a fanchant, it's a promise. 

And now what we can really do is wait for the official statement of everything. Fingers crossed and I really hope that everything will be fine.

亦凡哥，如果你在看着，你要记住，我们还在。我们每个你会永远，永远的支持你，不管你在哪儿，只要你过得好，只要你快乐，健康，就够了。哥，要记住，累了就好了。我们不会怪你的。累了就回家吧，我们都懂。哥，加油！我们永远为你加油！

EXO Miracles In December Lyrics and Translation

Here are the lyrics for EXO's Miracle In December. I really love this song, the vocal lines are just perfect and this song, is so beautiful. I cried when i watched the music video. If you haven't seen it, check it out here.

Korean Ver. : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yVLxRXoLaas

Chinese Ver. :http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jZjoebuUM_w

And this, I found this while clicking around. Use your headphones while listening to this. On the left side is the Korean version and on the left is the Chinese version, or vice versa, depends on your headphones. Check it out.

Split headphone ver. :http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=55YE84nPxCc

Chinese Lyrics                                                  

我望眼欲穿 看我看不到的你
我侧耳倾听 听我听不到的你

看到曾看不见的画面 听到听不见的声线
你给了我超能力 在你离开了我以后
曾经的我 太过自私 只照顾我自己
曾经的我 太傻不懂得你的心
现在的我 一天天在改变 明明你不在我身边
却因为你而改变 因为你给的爱

每一次我想你 全世界每一处都是你
夜空下的雪花 每朵都是你的泪滴
好想你瞬间就在眼前 好想让你回到我身边
这无力的超能力 也没有办法挽回你
曾经的我 太过自私 只照顾我自己
曾经的我 太傻不懂得你的心
现在的我 一天天在改变 明明你不在我身边
却因为你而改变 因为你给的爱
把时间冻结

回到你身边 那回忆的书
翻回过去那一页 那一页的你我
oh~ho 那时候的你和我
不够坚强的我 天天在改变 因为你的爱
你改变了一切(我整个生命)
这一切(我整个世界)

曾经我对于爱情不懂感谢珍惜
曾经我以为爱结束也不可惜
而现在我 却因为你改变
你明明不在我身边
我的爱还在继续 就像没有边际
把时间冻结(oh 我还想)
回到你身边(回到你身边)
那回忆的书(oh 那回忆) 充满悲伤的语言
随着眼泪消失
再回到那白色季节

我望眼欲穿 看我看不到的你
我侧耳倾听 听我听不到的你

Pinyin Lyrics

[Luhan]
Wo wang yan yu chuan kan wo kan bu dao de ni wo ce er qing ting ting wo ting bu dao de ni

[Baekhyun]
Kan dao ceng kan bu jian de hua mian ting dao ting bu jian de sheng xian ni gei le wo chao neng li zai ni li kai le wo yi hou

[Chen] Ceng jing de wo tai guo zi si zhi zhao gu wo zi ji ceng jing de wo tai sha bu dong de ni de xin
Xian zai de wo yi tian tian zai gai bian ming ming ni bu zai wo shen bian
[Luhan] Que yin wei nier gai bian yin wei ni gei de ai


[Baekhyun]
Mei yi ci wo xiang ni quan shi jie mei yi chu dou shi ni hmm ye kong xia de xue hua mei duo dou shi ni de lei di

[Luhan]
Hao xiang ni shun jian jiu zai yan qian hao xiang rang ni hui dao wo shen bian
zhe wu li de chao neng li ye mei you ban fa wan hui ni ooh ooh

[Chen] Ceng jing de wo tai guo zi si zhi zhao gu wo zi ji ceng jing de wo tai sha bu dong de ni de xin
Xian zai de wo yi tian tian zai gai bian ming ming ni bu zai wo shen bian
[Baekhyun] Que yin wei nier gai bian yin wei ni gei de ai

[All]
Ba shi jian dong jie [Luhan] Hui dao ni shen bian
Na hui yi de shu [Luhan] Fan hui guo qu na yi ye
Na yi ye de ni wo [Baekhyun] Oh oh

[Chen]
Na shi hou de ni he wo bu gou jian qiang de wo tian tian zai gai bian yin wei ni de ai

[Baekhyun]
Ni gai bian le yi qie ([Luhan] Wo zheng ge sheng ming) Zhe yi qie (Wo zheng ge shi jie) Oh~

[Chen] Ceng jing de wo tai guo zi si zhi zhao gu wo zi ji ceng jing de wo tai sha bu dong de ni de xin
Xian zai de wo yi tian tian zai gai bian ming ming ni bu zai wo shen bian
[Baekhyun] Que yin wei nier gai bian yin wei ni gei de ai

[Baekhyun] Ceng jing wo dui yu ai qing bu dong gan xie zhen xi oh oh
[Chen] Ceng jing wo yi wei ai jie shu ye bu ke xi oh oh
Er xian zai wo que yin wei ni gai bian ming ming ni bu zai wo shen bian
[Luhan] Wo de ai hai zai ji xu jiu xiang mei you bian ji

[All] {Baekhyun}
Ba shi jian dong jie ([Luhan] Oh wo hai xiang) Hui dao ni shen bian (Hui dao ni shen bian)
Na hui yi de shu (Oh na hui yi chong man bei shang de yu yan) Chong man bei shang de yu yan
Sui zhe yan lei xiao shi ([Baekhyun] Oh oh oh)

[Luhan]
Zai hui dao na bai se ji jie

Wo wang yan yu chuan kan wo kan bu dao de ni wo ce er qing ting ting wo ting bu dao de ni

Korean Lyrics

보이지 않는 널 찾으려고 애쓰다
들리지 않는 널 들으려 애쓰다

보이지 않던 게 보이고
들리지 않던 게 들려
너 나를 떠난 뒤로 내겐 없던 힘이 생겼어

늘 나밖에 몰랐었던 이기적인 내가 yeah
네 맘도 몰라줬던 무심한 내가
이렇게도 달라졌다는 게 나조차 믿기지 않아
네 사랑은 이렇게 계속 날 움직여

난 생각만 하면 세상을 너로 채울 수 있어 음~
눈송이 하나가 네 눈물 한 방울이니까

단 한 가지 못하는 것은 널 내게로 오게 하는 일
이 쓸데없는 능력 이젠 없었으면 좋겠어 우~

늘 나밖에 몰랐었던 이기적인 내가
네 맘도 몰라줬던 무심한 내가
이렇게도 달라졌다는 게 나조차 믿기지 않아
네 사랑은 이렇게 계속 날 움직여

시간을 멈춰 네게 돌아가
추억의 책은 너의 페이지를 열어
난 그 안에 있어 오~

너와 함께 있는 걸

아주 조그맣고 약한 사람이 너의 사랑이
이렇게 모든 걸 (내 삶을 모두)
바꾼 걸 (세상을 모두)

오~ 사랑이 고마운 줄 몰랐었던 내가 오~
끝나면 그만인 줄 알았던 내가 오~
너 원했던 그 모습 그대로 날마다 나를 고쳐 가
내 사랑은 끝없이 계속될 것 같아

시간을 멈춰 (오! 이제 나)
네게 돌아가 (네게 돌아가)
추억의 책은 (오! 오늘도)
너의 페이지를 열어
난 그 안에 있어 오~

그 겨울에 와있는걸

보이지 않는 널 찾으려고 애쓰다
들리지 않는 널 들으려 애쓰다

Hangul Lyrics

[D.O]
Boiji anneun neol chajeuryeogo aesseuda deulliji anneun neol deureuryeo aesseuda

[Baekhyun]
Boiji andeonge boigo deulliji andeongedeullyeo neo nareul tteonan dwiro naegen eotteon himi saenggyeosseo

[Chen] Neul nabakke mollasseotdeon igijeogin naega yeah ne mamdo mollajwotdeon musimhan naega
Ireohgedo dallajyeotdaneun ge najocha mitgiji anha
[D.O] Ne sarangeun ireohge gyesog nal umjigyeo

[Baekhyun]
Nan saenggakman hamyeon sesangeul neoro chaeulsuisseo hmm nun songi hanaga ne nunmul han bangul inikka

[D.O]
Dan han gaji mothaneungeoteun neol naegero oge haneun il i chorahan choneungryeog ijen eopseosseumyeon jogesseo ooh ooh

*chorus*
[Chen] Neul nabakke mollasseotdeon igijeogin naega yeah ne mamdo mollajwotdeon musimhan naega
Ireohgedo dallajyeotdaneun ge najocha mitgiji anha
[Baekhyun] Ne sarangeun ireohge gyesog nar umjigyeo

[All]
Siganeur meomchwo [D.O] Nege doraga
Chueogui chaegeun [D.O] Neoui peijireul yeoreo
Nan geuane isseo [Baekhyun] Oh oh

[Chen]
Neo wa hamkke itneun geon aju jogeumago yakhan sarami neoui sarangi

[Baekhyun]
Ireohge modeungeol ([D.O] Naesalmeur modu) Bakkungeon (Sesangeul modu) Oh~

[Chen] Neul nabakke mollasseotdeon igijeogin naega yeah ne mamdo mollajwotdeon musimhan naega
Ireohgedo dallajyeotdaneun ge najocha mitgiji anha
[Baekhyun] Ne sarangeun ireohge gyesog nar umjigyeo

[Baekhyun] Sarangi gomaeun jul mollasseotdeon naega oh oh
[Chen] Kkeutnamyeon geumaninjul aratdeon naega oh oh neo wonhaetdeon geu moseub geudaero nalmada nareur geochyeoga
[D.O] Nae sarangeun kkeuteopsi gyesog doel geot gata

[All] {Baekhyun}
Siganeul meomchwo ([D.O] Oh ijenan) Nege doraga ([Chen] Nege doraga)
Chueogui chaegeun (Oh oneuldo neoui peijireul yeoreo) Neoui peijireul yeoreo
Nan geuane isseo ([Baekhyun] Oh oh oh)

[D.O]
Geu gyeoure waitneun geon
Boiji anneun neol chajeuryeogo aesseuda deulliji anneun neol deureuryeo aesseuda


Translation

While struggling to find you who cannot be seen, while struggling to hear you who cannot be heard
I can see things that couldn’t be seen before, I can hear things that couldn’t be heard before
After you left me, I have grown a power I didn’t have before

The selfish me who only thought about myself, the unmindful me who didn’t know your feelings
I can’t believe myself that I have changed this much, your love still moves me like this

If I just think, I can fill the world with only you, because one snowdrop is one tear drop that belongs to you
One thing I can’t do is making you come to me, I hope I don’t have this miserable power anymore

The selfish me who only thought about myself, the unmindful me who didn’t know your feelings
I can’t believe myself that I have changed this much, your love still moves me like this

Stop the time, go back to you, I open this book of reminiscence and open your page
I’m in there, together with you, the very small and weak person, your love
Like this for everything (My whole life) Changed it (The whole world)

Me, who didn’t know love was something to be thankful, me, who thought it was the end if it ended
To the very image that you wanted, I fix myself everyday, I think my love will continue to be everlasting

Stop the time (Oh now I) Go back to you (Go back to you)
I open this book of reminiscence (Oh even today) And open your page
I’m in there, together with you, the thing that I met in that winter
While struggling to find you who cannot be seen, while struggling to hear you who cannot be heard