Fanfic turned Comic

B.A.P and What Happened.

First of all, before saying anything, I just want everyone to know that I am a huge fan of B.A.P. They are one of the boy groups that have led me into k-pop and I really respect them, especially Yongguk. To me, they are one of the legends that have made k-pop so popular nowadays.

If you're not into k-pop or B.A.P, you might not know that B.A.P have just filed a lawsuit to sue their company for slave contract. When I wrote B.A.P, I don't mean any one member of them, I mean all 6 of them. B.A.P have signed a 7 year contract with TS Entertainment and according to news that I've read, TS Entertainment had earned about 9.9 million from B.A.P but B.A.P only received payment that is less than that by a lot.

Here's a link to read a QnA from Dispatch to help you understand more about B.A.P's situation.
http://www.koreaboo.com/interviews/dispatch-reveals-qa-b-ps-side-amidst-contract-controversy-ts-entertainment/

Not only that, Daehyun's ex vocal teacher had tweeted saying that Dispatch's report is the most realistic report ever. Here's what he have tweeted.

"During their 3 years, they [TS Entertainment] cut their [B.A.P] contact with the outside world, took their cellphones, and even when they were in their hometown doing a fan sign event, they [TS Entertainment] wouldn't even let them [B.A.P] see their parents for a few minutes. Even when they didn't have schedules and their parents came to see them, they wouldn't let them meet.

They [B.A.P] had their official break for the first time this year. Everything else was the manager or the chief letting them out for a day or two without telling the company.

Their parents kept saying ‘We have to talk to the company,’ but the members kept saying ‘We just have to concentrate on our music,’ and told their parents it’s okay. They kept getting IV lines and didn't even once complain before this.”

Soon after, he then tweeted another message supporting the boys that said “You can share what I've wrote, I actually want many people to share this. I’m ready to fight along side Daehyun.”"

I was quite shocked when I first heard the news but when I looked back, there are so many signs that B.A.P had shown us but we did not realize. Once there was a member who passed out during a performance and was sent to the hospital. When he was there, a staff went over and brought him back to go on the performance. Honestly, that really pissed me off. I've seen a lot of pictures of B.A.P members having oxygen tanks with them because they had trouble breathing due to tiredness.

And from what I know, B.A.P have delete all the conversation they've ever had with the outside world to prevent getting into trouble when the company checks their devices. Not only that, they have to memorize all their contact numbers to get in touch with their family. Apart from that, all those hospital fees, they were all paid by B.A.P and their parents themselves. They have to ask their parents for money even though they earn so much for the company.

One question, why did B.A.P's parents did not take action? Yes, they wanted to talk to the company but the six boys have stopped them. They have told their parents to trust the company and that everything will be fine.

In my opinion, if I had to choose between SM Entertainment and TS Entertainment, I would choose SM Ent. It's just my opinion. What about you guys? SM or TS? Which is better? Which is worse?

K-pop 101

1.    What are your top 5 favourite male bands?
- EXO, INFINITE, SHINee, BTS, B.A.P (Plus MBLAQ and BtoB)

2.    What are your top 5 favourite female bands?
- Secret, Girls Generation, f(x), Red Velvet, 4Minute.

3.    Who are your top 10 male biases?
- Kris Wu Yifan
- EXO Lay
- BTS V
- INFINITE L
- MBLAQ Lee Joon
- B.A.P Jung Daehyun
- BTS Rap Monster
- BtoB Peniel
- SHINee Minho
- SHINee Onew

4.    Who are your top 10 female biases?
- Secret Hyosung
- SNSD Hyoyeon
- SNSD Tiffany
- f(x) Luna
- f(x) Sulli
- f(x) Amber
- SNSD Taeyeon
- Ailee
- IU
- Secret Hana

5.    What are your top 5 OTPs?
- Kray
- Baekyeol
- V-Hope
- V-Min
- V-Jin

6.    What are you top 5 favourite songs at the moment?
- Kris- There is A Place
- BTS- Danger, War of Hormone
- INFINITE- Back
- Ariana Grande- Problem

7.    Who is your ultimate male bias?
- Kris Wu!

8.    Who is your ultimate female bias?
- Hyosung!

9.    If you could be on We Got Married with anyone, who would it be?
BTS V

10.    Who are your top 5 favourite solo artists?
- K.Will
- IU
- Ailee
- Jay Park
- BoA

11.    How has Kpop impacted your life?
- Everthing I say or I do is related to Korean culture.

12.    What are your top 5 K-Dramas?
I don't really watch dramas....
- Secret Garden
- To The Beautiful You
- The Salamander Guru
- I Can Hear Your Voice

13.    Who are your top 5 K-Drama OTPs?
- Minho and Sulli!

14.    Who are your top 5 favourite actors?
- Lee Minho
- Lee Jongsuk
- Lee Hyunwoo
- Hyun Bin
- Seo Jisuk

15.    Who are you top 5 favourite actresses?
- Park Shinhye
- Goo Hyesun
- Lee Yoonji
- Shin Minah

16.    If you could go to the concert of any group/artist, who would it be?
  BANGTAN BOYS!

17.    Who would you want as your best friend in Kpop?
- Rap Monster
- V
- Lay
- Baekhyun
- Jimin
- Jungkook

18.    Who's your favourite leader?
- INFINITE Sunggyu
- EXO Suho
- BTS Rap Monster
- B.A.P Bang Yongguk

19.    Who's your favourite maknae?
Jeon Jungkook

20.    Who's your favourite main dancer?
Lee Joon

21.    Who's your favourite rapper?
- BTS V
- SHINee Minho
- BTS Rap Monster
- BtoB Ilhoon

22.    Who's your favourite vocalist?
- B.A.P Jung Daehyun
- EXO Baekhyun
- EXO Chen
- EXO D.O

23.    Who's your favourite visual?
- SHINee Minho
- EXO Kai
- BTS V
- B.A.P Kim Himchan
- INFINITE L

24.    What are 5 of your least favourite male bands?
......

25.    What are 5 of your least favourite female bands?
........

26.    What are 5 of your least favourite songs?
 I don't even know what songs that I don't like...

27.    If you had to pair up one of your biases with a North American artist, who would they be?
- Jongup and Chris Brown hahahahaha
- Sehun and Miranda Kerr

28.    What's your favourite Super Junior sub unit?
Super Junior M

29.    What's your favourite song at the moment?
- Kris- There is A Place

30.    Who's your bias in... Super Junior?
- Donghae!

31.    Infinite?
- L!

32.    Teen Top?
-.... I don't have one...

33.    BTOB?
- Ilhoon
- Peniel
- Sungjae
- Minhyuk

34.    SNSD?
-Hyoyeon
-Tiffany
- Taeyeon

35.    SHINee?
- Minho
- Jonghyun

36.    EXO?
- Luhan
- Kris
- Chen
- Basically all of them.

37.    Secret?
- Hyosung

38.    B1A4?
- Baro
- CNU

39.    4Minute?
- Hyuna

40.    Apink?
-

41.    U-Kiss?
- Eli
- AJ
- Kiseop

42.    Nu'est?
- Ren
- Baekho

43.    TVXQ?
- Changmin
- Yunho
- BOTH!

44.    JYJ?
- Junsu

45.    CNBlue?
- Yonghwa

46.    Rainbow?
-

47.    Beast?
- Yoseob

48.    Block B?
- Zico
- Jaehyo

49.    Boyfriend?
- Jeongmin & Kwangmin

50.    KARA?
-

51.    MBLAQ?
- Lee Joon

52.    Big Star?
-

53.    Got7?
- Bam Bam?
- Jackson?

54.    Wonder Girls?
-

55.    SS501?
- Kim Hyunjong
- Kyujong
- Youngsaeng

56.    F.CUZ?
-

57.    2AM?
- Seulong
- Jo Kwon

58.    2PM?
- Taecyeon
- Junho

59.    Big Bang?
- G Dragon
- Daesung

60.    AJAX?
-

61.    VIXX?
-

62.    Red Velvet?
- Seulgi

63.    f(x)?
- Amber
- Luna

64.    Coed School (includes SPEED and Five Dolls)?
-

65.    Cross Gene?
-

66.    C-REAL?
-

67.    Miss A?
- Fei

68.    After School?
-

69.    Brown Eyed Girls?
- Narsha

70.    2NE1?
- Sandara

71.    Girl's Day?
-

72.    AOA?
-

73.    BTS?
- V
- Rap Mon
- Jin
- Jimin
- Suga
- Jungkook
- J-Hope
- Basically all of them.

74.    The Seeya?
-

75.    T-ARA?
- Jiyeon

76.    Sistar?
- Soyou

77.    B.A.P?
- Daehyun
- Himchan

78.    Dalmatian?
-

79.    F.T. Island?
- Minhwan
- Hongki
- Seunghyun

80.    Led Apple?
-

81.    TRAX?
-

82.    Davichi?
- Both of them

83.    Nine Muses?
-

84.    What are your 5 least favourite OTPs?
----

85.    What are your top 5 favourite music videos?
- EXO Growl
- BTS War of Hormone
- BTS Danger
- B.A.P One Shot
- INFINITE Back

86.    What MV do you think has the best special effects?
- f(x) Rum Pum Pum

87.    What are your top 5 fandoms?
- EXO L
- ARMY
- INSPIRIT
- SHAWOL
- BABY

88.    What are you top 5 favourite albums?
- All of EXO's
- All of BTS's

89.    AFF Questions... What's your favourite band to read/write about?
- EXO
- BTS

90.    What's your favourite OTP to read/write about?
- Kray duh

91.    How many stories have you written?
46 (40 of them are one shots)

92.    How many subscribers do you have?
300++

93.    How many friends do you have?
Uhm....

94.    What's your favourite story that you've read?
Giant Problems

95.    What's your favourite story you've written?
EXO One Shots

96.    Who's your favourite AFF author?
Myself hahahahahahaha

97.    Who's your AFF BFF?
Uhmmm......

98.    When did you start your account on AFF?
Febuary 25th 2013

99.    What was your first published story on AFF?
You Were The Only One, My Only One

100.    What is your most recent published story on AFF?
 EXO One Shot

101. What is your favorite Duo?
????

About Luhan

Some of you might wonder why did I not rant about Luhan... Well, here I am. To be honest, I saw this coming. I am heart broken as well because Luhan is also one of my bias (it's hard to have only one bias in EXO). I saw this coming and I was fully prepared, unlike Kris, who was so sudden.

What really bottles my mind is that how can people call Kris a traitor while he filed a lawsuit but when Luhan left, people congratulate him? Some people said that it is because they have seen SM's true colours after Kris and Jessica incidence and I'm like hello...? How did you not see SM's true colour earlier? I mean don't get me wrong, to me, that company is a great, big, successful company but really? Ever since I knew about Hangeng's case, I have never trusted SM.

What I meant to say is that I support all of SM's artist, I just don't like the way SM is treating their idols.

But if you take a look at a different angle, you can see that maybe, SM went from bad to better. I mean that look at all those dating news from SNSD and Super Junior. Not to mention EXO and f(x). What I think is that SM is finally opening their doors to let their idols have more freedom but some of them took this chance to leave the company. Take JYJ and Hangeng as example. SM did not let JYJ perform on music stages for years. And look at Kris and Luhan now. Not only did they not ask for money, they did nothing except for going to court and stuff.

Getting off track now.... Back to Luhan.

I am glad that Luhan is healthy now. I saw pictures of him in a coffee shop and when he was attending his movie premier(??) and he definitely looked healthier. I've also heard that Luhan had refused a high pay job, to shoot a movie which the director/producer are willing to pay him. This really shows that Luhan is not someone who cares much about money, he's not money faced. But I really do hope that he would return one day, as an actor or a singer because damn that guy is handsome and talented. How could someone not love him?

One thing that I am sure of is that I would definitely miss him and his laugh. Those kind of laughs that he looks like he had just lost a screw to his jaw. I hope that one day he would meet up with Kris and maybe the two of them could have a collab?

Which side of the story do you choose to believe?

I've been quiet for a while now, and all that I can say is that so much shit is happening in SM right now. First Kris, then Sulli and now Jessica. We all know the story to Kris's case, but why did Sulli halted her activities and why is Jessica dropped from the group? We fans can only guess because we really have no clue about what's happening behind those closed doors.

In Sulli's case, some said that she was stressed out and wanted to get some rest. Some said that she was ill and halt her activities due to health problems. The most ridiculous one that I've heard before is that she halts her activities as a protest for not letting her date Choiza. In my opinion, Sulli really is stressed out by all the netizens when they found out that she is dating Choiza and when you're stressed, who knows what happens to your body? Your body might go crazy and refuse to function at all. So Sulli having her activities to a halt is possibly the best choice for her, although it might be a little troublesome for her group, f(x), but the other girls didn't seemed too bothered by that either.

Now, the main focus of this whole rant is about Jessica. Why did SM suddenly dropped her out? Was she messing up GG's schedule? In my opinion, well, she did say that her priority was GG but was she really paying attention to GG that much now she had launch her fashion line "BLANC"? In SM's defence, they said that Jessica was even looking for school in New York already.

Here's the catch, Jessica actually did told SM that she would halt her activities after GG's next album. If she was already planning to leave after the next album, is looking for fashion school wrong now? Everybody does that kind of early planning, even I do. High school students begin to look for colleges and universities even way before their final exams so why not? SM even gave her the green light to go on with her fashion line, so why?

A lot of people blamed SM for their shitty management while some blamed Jessica herself, saying that she deserved it bla bla bla. Come on, for reals? I think both of them is to be blamed I mean like, for instance, Jessica probably put too much attention onto making BLANC a success, which I think is reasonable because it's her fashion line, while messing up the GG girls' schedule. And for SM, why couldn't they wait until GG's  next album and let Jessica halt her activities just as promised, not kicking her out without early notice. SM's actions not only caused their stocks to dropped, I'm pretty sure that they have gained "a few more" antis now. By a few more, I mean, ALL of Jessica's fans.

And now, Tyler Kwon. Many people said that he is to be blamed. He's the one who encouraged Jessica to invest a lot on BLANC and asked her to focus more onto it. Not to mention that rumour has it that he is Jessica's boyfriend, no wait, fiancé, but he denied marrying her. Me and my friend had discussed about this and she said that there is a high possibility that Tyler is using Jessica and he is not in love with her. Jessica on the other hand, might be in love with this guy. Well, like I said, it's just our opinion, it's not necessary the accurate truth. Tyler is known as a scandal maker while he's dating Gillian Chung.... Why did Jessica fall for him again?

Oh right, they met at Hong Kong during GG's tour and Jessica maxed out her credit card and Tyler came to the rescue? Oh okay.

Overall, to be honest, I think that SM has undergo a 360 degree change since Kim Young Min became the CEO and most of the idols cannot agree with most of the things. Then again, what do I know? It's not like I work in there or know any of them. Oh right, there's another rumour that Luhan might be quitting EXO. WTF IS WRONG WITH 2014? That's just a rumour though, I'm not sure and I hope that that doesn't happen, he's like one of my bias!  

Jon Cozart!

You guys definitely have to listen to him. He's like the coolest guy on Youtube and I love his voice so, so much. I really hope he uploads more of these though. Anyway, these two songs are going up i the playlist and I'll leave a link below for you guys to check out his videos!

After Ever After: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=diU70KshcjA
After Ever After 2: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mIQr_TrFTUk

Kris oppa, don't go. We love you.

Everyone by now should have known about Kris right? I was shocked when I got the news because I was away when everything happened and when I finally got my cellphone back, I instantly saw 3 friends that sent me the exact same thing, telling me that Kris might be leaving. And you guessed it, I brawled for a whole 15 minutes. Like literally brawled. Kris is my ultimate bias from the start. From the MAMA era till the Overdose era, and till forever.

I admit that I was dumb at first because I just brawled without looking at the other little things. I checked Instagram, Facebook, twitter and Weibo and well... I brawled longer and louder. Especially the post from the so called "Tao" and "Chanyeol" in Instagram and Weibo. And here comes the fan theories. About SM confiscated the members' phone and post all those things. I believed that and I know that both Tao and Chanyeol are the closest to Kris out of the other 11. They couldn't possibly write that right? I mean, they should know Kris well since they are so close and they have bonds like brothers.

And trust me when I say bond like brothers. Even if you said that they are just a group working together, we would never know if they are really close or whatever, try doing that, try working with a group of people for a long period of time and you'll know. I, for example, have been a brass band for almost 5 years and we really have special bonds with each other. In the beginning yes, I admit, I think that we're just a group of people working together to get benefits but the longer we're together, the closer we get. This is because we have been through everything together, like literally everything. Depression, anger, happiness, stupidity done together and so on. I've only been in the band for 5 years, and Kris? He has been with EXO for 7 years. That's not a very short period of time. For sure bonds would form and feelings, feelings exists.

I've spoken to my dad, who happens to have studied law a few years and back and he said that if Kris did not send a termination letter, but just filed a lawsuit, it doesn't mean that he is leaving. He is not terminating the contract. And as long as he wins the case, he is still a part of EXO. If not, I believe that SM would still want him back because hello, HAVE YOU GUYS SEEN THE AMOUNT OF FANS THAT GALAXY FANFAN HAS? With Kris gone that would mean a disaster to EXO, to SM. Sales would drop, fans would start leaving the fandom and bla bla bla.

Apart from that, I am very, very, very touched that other fandoms like Cassies, ELFs and SONEs have come and supported us EXO stans. Not only that I saw on twitter a whole bunch of other fandoms like Shawols, Inspirits, BANA, Blackjacks, VIPs and a whole lot more fandoms are supporting us, helping us and are trying to calm us down. Cassies and ELFs know exactly how are we feeling right now. This is just history repeating all over again. I really appreciate all this, a fandom hug a what we need now.

Okay, now back to SM. Seriously SM? This is not the first time this is happening! Why aren't you guys changing at all? Slave contracts? Exploitation of the idols? What the heck man? And I believe that Kris, is not just all about himself, I believe that him, Kris Wu Yifan, or Kevin Li Jiaheng, is standing up for every member of EXO. He is the one that is brave enough to be doing this. So, Kris, I support you. And about the EXO members having an "unfollowing spree" on Instagram, I think that's bullshit. Baekhyun is the one holding on till the end. And what do you guys think? SM again? Or it's just the members' not being able to understand what their leader hyung just did?

But really, if things really go bad (please don't, no matter what please Kris, please.), I would still continue loving EXO and Kris no matter what. Kris has made his decision, so why not respect that? No matter he is Kris or Kevin, Wufan or Jiaheng, I would still love him no matter what. But keep in mind SM, EXO is 6+6=1, not 6+5=11. EXO is OT12, OT11 is just not right. 

"We Are One" is not just a fanchant, it's a promise. 

And now what we can really do is wait for the official statement of everything. Fingers crossed and I really hope that everything will be fine.

亦凡哥，如果你在看着，你要记住，我们还在。我们每个你会永远，永远的支持你，不管你在哪儿，只要你过得好，只要你快乐，健康，就够了。哥，要记住，累了就好了。我们不会怪你的。累了就回家吧，我们都懂。哥，加油！我们永远为你加油！

EXO Miracles In December Lyrics and Translation

Here are the lyrics for EXO's Miracle In December. I really love this song, the vocal lines are just perfect and this song, is so beautiful. I cried when i watched the music video. If you haven't seen it, check it out here.

Korean Ver. : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yVLxRXoLaas

Chinese Ver. :http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jZjoebuUM_w

And this, I found this while clicking around. Use your headphones while listening to this. On the left side is the Korean version and on the left is the Chinese version, or vice versa, depends on your headphones. Check it out.

Split headphone ver. :http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=55YE84nPxCc

Chinese Lyrics                                                  

我望眼欲穿 看我看不到的你
我侧耳倾听 听我听不到的你

看到曾看不见的画面 听到听不见的声线
你给了我超能力 在你离开了我以后
曾经的我 太过自私 只照顾我自己
曾经的我 太傻不懂得你的心
现在的我 一天天在改变 明明你不在我身边
却因为你而改变 因为你给的爱

每一次我想你 全世界每一处都是你
夜空下的雪花 每朵都是你的泪滴
好想你瞬间就在眼前 好想让你回到我身边
这无力的超能力 也没有办法挽回你
曾经的我 太过自私 只照顾我自己
曾经的我 太傻不懂得你的心
现在的我 一天天在改变 明明你不在我身边
却因为你而改变 因为你给的爱
把时间冻结

回到你身边 那回忆的书
翻回过去那一页 那一页的你我
oh~ho 那时候的你和我
不够坚强的我 天天在改变 因为你的爱
你改变了一切(我整个生命)
这一切(我整个世界)

曾经我对于爱情不懂感谢珍惜
曾经我以为爱结束也不可惜
而现在我 却因为你改变
你明明不在我身边
我的爱还在继续 就像没有边际
把时间冻结(oh 我还想)
回到你身边(回到你身边)
那回忆的书(oh 那回忆) 充满悲伤的语言
随着眼泪消失
再回到那白色季节

我望眼欲穿 看我看不到的你
我侧耳倾听 听我听不到的你

Pinyin Lyrics

[Luhan]
Wo wang yan yu chuan kan wo kan bu dao de ni wo ce er qing ting ting wo ting bu dao de ni

[Baekhyun]
Kan dao ceng kan bu jian de hua mian ting dao ting bu jian de sheng xian ni gei le wo chao neng li zai ni li kai le wo yi hou

[Chen] Ceng jing de wo tai guo zi si zhi zhao gu wo zi ji ceng jing de wo tai sha bu dong de ni de xin
Xian zai de wo yi tian tian zai gai bian ming ming ni bu zai wo shen bian
[Luhan] Que yin wei nier gai bian yin wei ni gei de ai


[Baekhyun]
Mei yi ci wo xiang ni quan shi jie mei yi chu dou shi ni hmm ye kong xia de xue hua mei duo dou shi ni de lei di

[Luhan]
Hao xiang ni shun jian jiu zai yan qian hao xiang rang ni hui dao wo shen bian
zhe wu li de chao neng li ye mei you ban fa wan hui ni ooh ooh

[Chen] Ceng jing de wo tai guo zi si zhi zhao gu wo zi ji ceng jing de wo tai sha bu dong de ni de xin
Xian zai de wo yi tian tian zai gai bian ming ming ni bu zai wo shen bian
[Baekhyun] Que yin wei nier gai bian yin wei ni gei de ai

[All]
Ba shi jian dong jie [Luhan] Hui dao ni shen bian
Na hui yi de shu [Luhan] Fan hui guo qu na yi ye
Na yi ye de ni wo [Baekhyun] Oh oh

[Chen]
Na shi hou de ni he wo bu gou jian qiang de wo tian tian zai gai bian yin wei ni de ai

[Baekhyun]
Ni gai bian le yi qie ([Luhan] Wo zheng ge sheng ming) Zhe yi qie (Wo zheng ge shi jie) Oh~

[Chen] Ceng jing de wo tai guo zi si zhi zhao gu wo zi ji ceng jing de wo tai sha bu dong de ni de xin
Xian zai de wo yi tian tian zai gai bian ming ming ni bu zai wo shen bian
[Baekhyun] Que yin wei nier gai bian yin wei ni gei de ai

[Baekhyun] Ceng jing wo dui yu ai qing bu dong gan xie zhen xi oh oh
[Chen] Ceng jing wo yi wei ai jie shu ye bu ke xi oh oh
Er xian zai wo que yin wei ni gai bian ming ming ni bu zai wo shen bian
[Luhan] Wo de ai hai zai ji xu jiu xiang mei you bian ji

[All] {Baekhyun}
Ba shi jian dong jie ([Luhan] Oh wo hai xiang) Hui dao ni shen bian (Hui dao ni shen bian)
Na hui yi de shu (Oh na hui yi chong man bei shang de yu yan) Chong man bei shang de yu yan
Sui zhe yan lei xiao shi ([Baekhyun] Oh oh oh)

[Luhan]
Zai hui dao na bai se ji jie

Wo wang yan yu chuan kan wo kan bu dao de ni wo ce er qing ting ting wo ting bu dao de ni

Korean Lyrics

보이지 않는 널 찾으려고 애쓰다
들리지 않는 널 들으려 애쓰다

보이지 않던 게 보이고
들리지 않던 게 들려
너 나를 떠난 뒤로 내겐 없던 힘이 생겼어

늘 나밖에 몰랐었던 이기적인 내가 yeah
네 맘도 몰라줬던 무심한 내가
이렇게도 달라졌다는 게 나조차 믿기지 않아
네 사랑은 이렇게 계속 날 움직여

난 생각만 하면 세상을 너로 채울 수 있어 음~
눈송이 하나가 네 눈물 한 방울이니까

단 한 가지 못하는 것은 널 내게로 오게 하는 일
이 쓸데없는 능력 이젠 없었으면 좋겠어 우~

늘 나밖에 몰랐었던 이기적인 내가
네 맘도 몰라줬던 무심한 내가
이렇게도 달라졌다는 게 나조차 믿기지 않아
네 사랑은 이렇게 계속 날 움직여

시간을 멈춰 네게 돌아가
추억의 책은 너의 페이지를 열어
난 그 안에 있어 오~

너와 함께 있는 걸

아주 조그맣고 약한 사람이 너의 사랑이
이렇게 모든 걸 (내 삶을 모두)
바꾼 걸 (세상을 모두)

오~ 사랑이 고마운 줄 몰랐었던 내가 오~
끝나면 그만인 줄 알았던 내가 오~
너 원했던 그 모습 그대로 날마다 나를 고쳐 가
내 사랑은 끝없이 계속될 것 같아

시간을 멈춰 (오! 이제 나)
네게 돌아가 (네게 돌아가)
추억의 책은 (오! 오늘도)
너의 페이지를 열어
난 그 안에 있어 오~

그 겨울에 와있는걸

보이지 않는 널 찾으려고 애쓰다
들리지 않는 널 들으려 애쓰다

Hangul Lyrics

[D.O]
Boiji anneun neol chajeuryeogo aesseuda deulliji anneun neol deureuryeo aesseuda

[Baekhyun]
Boiji andeonge boigo deulliji andeongedeullyeo neo nareul tteonan dwiro naegen eotteon himi saenggyeosseo

[Chen] Neul nabakke mollasseotdeon igijeogin naega yeah ne mamdo mollajwotdeon musimhan naega
Ireohgedo dallajyeotdaneun ge najocha mitgiji anha
[D.O] Ne sarangeun ireohge gyesog nal umjigyeo

[Baekhyun]
Nan saenggakman hamyeon sesangeul neoro chaeulsuisseo hmm nun songi hanaga ne nunmul han bangul inikka

[D.O]
Dan han gaji mothaneungeoteun neol naegero oge haneun il i chorahan choneungryeog ijen eopseosseumyeon jogesseo ooh ooh

*chorus*
[Chen] Neul nabakke mollasseotdeon igijeogin naega yeah ne mamdo mollajwotdeon musimhan naega
Ireohgedo dallajyeotdaneun ge najocha mitgiji anha
[Baekhyun] Ne sarangeun ireohge gyesog nar umjigyeo

[All]
Siganeur meomchwo [D.O] Nege doraga
Chueogui chaegeun [D.O] Neoui peijireul yeoreo
Nan geuane isseo [Baekhyun] Oh oh

[Chen]
Neo wa hamkke itneun geon aju jogeumago yakhan sarami neoui sarangi

[Baekhyun]
Ireohge modeungeol ([D.O] Naesalmeur modu) Bakkungeon (Sesangeul modu) Oh~

[Chen] Neul nabakke mollasseotdeon igijeogin naega yeah ne mamdo mollajwotdeon musimhan naega
Ireohgedo dallajyeotdaneun ge najocha mitgiji anha
[Baekhyun] Ne sarangeun ireohge gyesog nar umjigyeo

[Baekhyun] Sarangi gomaeun jul mollasseotdeon naega oh oh
[Chen] Kkeutnamyeon geumaninjul aratdeon naega oh oh neo wonhaetdeon geu moseub geudaero nalmada nareur geochyeoga
[D.O] Nae sarangeun kkeuteopsi gyesog doel geot gata

[All] {Baekhyun}
Siganeul meomchwo ([D.O] Oh ijenan) Nege doraga ([Chen] Nege doraga)
Chueogui chaegeun (Oh oneuldo neoui peijireul yeoreo) Neoui peijireul yeoreo
Nan geuane isseo ([Baekhyun] Oh oh oh)

[D.O]
Geu gyeoure waitneun geon
Boiji anneun neol chajeuryeogo aesseuda deulliji anneun neol deureuryeo aesseuda


Translation

While struggling to find you who cannot be seen, while struggling to hear you who cannot be heard
I can see things that couldn’t be seen before, I can hear things that couldn’t be heard before
After you left me, I have grown a power I didn’t have before

The selfish me who only thought about myself, the unmindful me who didn’t know your feelings
I can’t believe myself that I have changed this much, your love still moves me like this

If I just think, I can fill the world with only you, because one snowdrop is one tear drop that belongs to you
One thing I can’t do is making you come to me, I hope I don’t have this miserable power anymore

The selfish me who only thought about myself, the unmindful me who didn’t know your feelings
I can’t believe myself that I have changed this much, your love still moves me like this

Stop the time, go back to you, I open this book of reminiscence and open your page
I’m in there, together with you, the very small and weak person, your love
Like this for everything (My whole life) Changed it (The whole world)

Me, who didn’t know love was something to be thankful, me, who thought it was the end if it ended
To the very image that you wanted, I fix myself everyday, I think my love will continue to be everlasting

Stop the time (Oh now I) Go back to you (Go back to you)
I open this book of reminiscence (Oh even today) And open your page
I’m in there, together with you, the thing that I met in that winter
While struggling to find you who cannot be seen, while struggling to hear you who cannot be heard

My EXO OTP oneshot

So... Here's one of the fanfics I wrote before and it's a EXO OTP pairing. I wrote so long that I kinda feel proud of myself haha...  So here... If you're interested, you can check out more of the fanfics I wrote at www.asianfanfics.com. Click here to see my page.

I Just Love You (Kray, Hunhan, Baekyeol)


“Another breakup?” Yixing asked as soon as he saw Kris walking towards their table at the cafeteria, his hair in a mess. This is already the fourth time this month.

“Who needs her anyway.” Kris said, running his fingers across his hair.

“You’ve got to stop changing girlfriends every now and then.” Yixing said, ignoring Kris.

“I’m just too perfect for them.” Kris said and Yixing rolled his eyes.

“You’re an asshole you know that?” He asked.

“Of course, you’ve been telling me that since middle school.” Kris said.

“Asshole.” Yixing and Kris said at the same time.

“What, are you jealous?” Kris joked.

Of course Yixing is jealous. He had a huge crush on Kris since middle school and he didn’t have the guts to tell Kris about how he felt about him. He’s scared and he knows that Kris will never feel the same. The two of them have been friends since elementary school and Kris is always the handsome, athletic and famous playboy in their school while Yixing is always the quiet, shy and talented kid in class.

“Zhang Yixing!” Kris shouted, snapping his fingers in front of Yixing.

“What?” Yixing asked.

“You’re always zoning out when I talk to you. Are you just dazed by my beauty?” He asked and Yixing gave him a sarcastic smile.

“You wish.”

“Anyway, where’s Baekhyun?” Kris asked, looking around to look for his midget friend.

“Probably in the library again, digging through the science fiction section.” Yixing answered.

“You know, he should get a girlfriend.” Kris said, stealing one of Yixing’s fries and eating it.

“He’s not like you Kris.” Yixing said.

……

Baekhyun is in the library, looking for the third book of the series that he had recently started reading. His glasses sliding down whenever he bends down to look for the books. He pushed his glasses in a frustrated way and sighed.

“Where could it be?” He asked himself.

He craned his neck to take a look at the higher shelves, his eyes scanning through the rows of books.

“Aha! Found you.” He whispered, tiptoeing to get the book.

Baekhyun is not short, he is not a midget even though Kris always teased him about that. Sure he might be a little shorter than the average Korean guys but he is not THAT short. He reached out, tiptoeing to get the book but no matter how hard he tries to take it, he just can’t reach it. He tried jumping but still he couldn’t reach it.

“Fine. I’ll drag Kris here next time.” He mumbled to himself, giving up and wanted to walk away.

“Here, let me help you.” He heard someone said and he turned around.

“Pa…Park Cha…Chanyeol?” Baekhyun couldn’t believe his eyes.

“You know my name?” Chanyeol asked, blinking his eyes.

“Ye…Yeah… We have Chemistry class together.” Baekhyun said.

“You’re Byun Baekhyun right? The kid that sits with Kris at the corner of the class with another Chinese kid.” Chanyeol said.

“Yeah.” Baekhyun said, a little fluttered that the school’s basketball ace knows his name.

“Kris always talks about you and his friend, Yixing during basketball practice. You guys are really close to duizhang huh.” Chanyeol asked.

“Well, I guess. I’ve know them since middle school and you can say we’re quite close.” Baekhyun said.

“Ahh…. Oh right, the book that you wanted.” Chanyeol said, handing Baekhyun the book he was holding.

“Thanks.” Baekhyun said and blushed. He was embarrassed that Chanyeol saw him jumping, trying to get the book from the higher shelf.

“Uhh… I don’t know if you’re okay with it but can I ask a favor from you?” Chanyeol asked, rubbing his nape.

“Well it depends on what favor you’re asking… What is it?” Baekhyun asked, hugging the book he just got from Chanyeol.

“Well you see… Due to too much basketball, my grades are a little you know, off. So I think maybe you can help me a little since you’re the smartest kid in our class?” Chanyeol said, staring at the floor with embarrassment.

“Huh… I’m not sure… I’m not that good in tutoring you know. I mean I’m glad to help you but I’m afraid that you might get strangled by me. I have quite a short temper you know.” Baekhyun said.

“I don’t mind if you’ll strangle me. My parents said if my grades continue to be like this, no more basketball for me.” Chanyeol said, this time he was staring at Baekhyun with his puppy eyes.

“I’m not sure…” Baekhyun hesitated.

“Please?” Chanyeol asked.

“Okay… I’ll help you.” Baekhyun said and Chanyeol smiled.

“Thank you Baekhyun! I owe you one.” He said and smiled a smile that made Baekhyun melt.

“Oh no.” Baekhyun said, he suddenly remembered something.

“What is it?” Chanyeol asked.

“Oh no. I’m supposed to meet Kris and Yixing at the cafeteria! I’ll get going now, bye!” Baekhyun said and ran to the desk to check out the book he wanted.

Chanyeol smiled at how clumsy and cute Baekhyun looked.

……

“Yixing, look behind you. Is he your type?” Kris asked. “He’s been looking at you since the last ten minutes.” He added.

Yixing turned and looked at the guy Kris was talking about. He hates it whenever Kris was trying to set him up with another guy. Well, he’s not bad though. His skin a little tanned, with hair dyed into a chestnut brown color, the tall figure stood there and stared back at Yixing when Yixing turned to take a look at him.

Yixing turned back to Kris and gave him a smack on the forehead.

“Idiot.” He said.

“I’m so sorry guys! I totally forget about you guys.” Baekhyun said, sitting down beside Kris.

“How could you forget about us?” Yixing asked.

“I was looking for some books in the library and totally forgot about it.” He said with an apologetic smile.

“Anyway… Back to topic Yixing.” Kris said, looking back at Yixing.

“What? What were you guys talking about?” Baekhyun asked, sipping on Yixing’s Pepsi.

“That guy there is looking at Yixing.” Kris told Baekhyun.

Baekhyun looked at where Kris was talking about and then at Yixing. “He’s hot.” Baekhyun said.

“Shut up.” Yixing said, trying to ignore his two friends.

“Uh oh, don’t panic now because he’s walking this way.” Baekhyun said.

“What?” Yixing asked, not even dared to turn his head to look.

“Hey.” The guys said and sat down beside Yixing, eyes still on him. “I’m Kai.”

“Hi…” Yixing didn’t know what to react, he keeps eyeing Kris for help but Kris was too busy smirking at him.

“I see that you have realized that I was staring at you, so let me just cut to the chase. Will you go out with me?” Kai asked and Yixing’s eyes widen.

“Excuse me?” Yixing said.

“Will you be my boyfriend? I’ve seen you danced before and I think that you’re great.” Kai said.

Yixing turned to Baekhyun and Kris and the both of them just stared at him back. Sure Kai is hot but this is all too sudden. He didn’t even know anything about Kai, he’s a perfect stranger to him. He was about to reject him but he suddenly thought of Kris, he likes him but Kris will never feel the same.

“I guess we can give it a shot.” Yixing said and it’s Kai’s turn to be shocked.

“Wow I expected you to say no because we barely know each other.” Kai said.

Yixing just smiled. Baekhyun gave him a kick under the table and stared at him.

“Okay then… Here’s my number. Call me.” Kai said and gave Yixing a piece of paper scribbled with his number. “I’ll be waiting.” He said and walked away.

“Are you crazy?” Baekhyun asked as soon as Kai went out of the cafeteria.

“What?” Yixing asked.

“Do you even know him?” Baekhyun asked.

“Calm down Baekhyun. I just said I’ll give it a shot. Besides, don’t you think that it’s a great opportunity to have a high school love story?” Yixing asked.

“You’re out of your mind. Kris, help me convince him.” Baekhyun said, rolling his eyes.

“Good luck Yixing.” Kris said and Baekhyun scoffed at Kris.

“You two are crazy.” He said and sighed. “Well… Fine, have fun on your first date.” He added.

Yixing stared at the paper Kai had given him. He smiled, maybe, just maybe, he can forget about his feelings for Kris when he’s with Kai.

……

“I’m back.” Kris said when he entered his apartment, throwing the keys onto the coffee table before slumping onto the couch.

“You never listen!” Someone shouted from the kitchen.

Kris sighed. He is going to suffer now. He switches on the television and stared at it. A few moments later, a guy that was still wearing his pajamas walked out of the kitchen, his face full of tear streaks.

“Fighting again?” Kris asked, eyes still glued to the television.

“Kris waaaaaaaa!” Luhan called him and suddenly broke into tears. He walked up to Kris and sat down beside him, hugging him and burying his face into his chest. “He just won’t listen, what should I do?” Luhan asked.

Kris immediately knows what happened. Luhan must have argued with Sehun over the phone and they must have yelled at each other, talking about breaking up.

Luhan is Kris’s cousin and the two of them shared the apartment together.

“Is this the reason that you skipped school today?” Kris asked. He didn’t know what to do and Luhan was just wiping his tears on Kris’s uniform.

 Luhan sniffed hard and look up at Kris. He stared at him and Kris sighed. He stood up and went to the kitchen, pouring Luhan a cup of water and walked back to the living room.

“What’s wrong this time?” Kris asked, handing Luhan the cup.

“He just won’t listen to me. I’ve told him to stop and he didn’t want to.” Luhan said.

“Stop? Stop what? What is he doing this time?” Kris asked.

“He’s going for illegal racing Kris, illegal racing! What is he thinking about? Did he even think about me? Did he even consider my feelings and opinion? No! He just does whatever he fucking wants and leave me worrying about him every single fucking time!” Luhan swore and shouted.

“Luhan, Luhan calm down…” Kris said, holding his cousin’s shoulders. “Look at me.” He said and looked him in the eyes. “Did you try reasoning with him? Tell him how you feel?”

“Yes! I’ve done everything! I asked him to come back to school but he just doesn’t listen to me. Oh Kris, what am I supposed to do?” Luhan said, burying his face into his hands.

“Luhan… I… Oh god.” Kris really didn’t know what to do. He isn’t very good at comforting people and he really needed help. He picks up his phone and the first person that came to his mind is Yixing. He dialed Yixing’s number and asked him to come over. At least Yixing is better at comforting people than he is.

Ten minutes later, Yixing appeared at their front door, holding bubble teas and cakes to cheer Luhan up but it didn’t work. It only made Luhan sadder. Yixing then pulled Luhan into Luhan’s bedroom and tells him to just let everything out.

Kris can hear loud sobbing and shouting from the room. He shrugged and just sat on the couch, wondering what happened to Sehun. He isn’t someone who would do this to his beloved Luhan. A few moments later, Yixing came out of the room with a relieved expression.

“Did you manage to calm him down?” He asked.

“No but at least he’s asleep now.” Yixing said, sitting beside Kris.

“I don’t know what to do with him. Thanks for coming by, want to go have dinner?” Kris asked.

“No thanks. I’ve got myself a date.” Yixing said and smiled.

“Whoa… With that Kai?” He asked.

“Yeah.” Yixing said and checked his watch. “Got to run now, bye.” He said and walked towards the front door. “Try not to mention anything that has relation with Sehun to Luhan for now. He might shout and throw things at you.” He said before going out.

Kris sighed. Another tough day. He doesn’t know why but he’s having a weird feeling when Yixing said that he had a date with Kai. What is this feeling?

……

It’s Saturday, and Baekhyun was holding tons of heavy books, walking towards Chanyeol’s apartment. He knocked on the door and waited for Chanyeol to answer. He waited and waited but there was no answer.

“Hmm… Is this the right place?” He asked himself. He took out his phone and checked the message that Chanyeol had send him, it’s here alright. But why is Chanyeol not answering the door? He called Chanyeol’s phone and after a few rings, someone picked up.

“Hello?” Chanyeol said in a sleepy voice.

“It’s Baekhyun, are you at home now?” He asked.

“Oh god. I’ll be at the door in a moment.” Chanyeol said and Baekhyun can hear him cursing.

He stood and waited for another few minutes and the door finally opened, revealing a still half asleep Chanyeol, his hair messy like a bird’s nest, and he’s wearing a white t-shirt with Doraemon pattern pajama pants. Chanyeol grin when he saw Baekhyun and ask him to go in.

“I’m sorry I just overslept.” Chanyeol said revealing his white teeth.

“It’s already 10a.m Chanyeol.” Baekhyun said.

“I usually sleep in on weekends.” Chanyeol said, a little embarrassed. “Oh, let me just cleaned up this place a little.” Chanyeol added, pushing away clothes, rubbish and books that were on the floor.

“How can you live like this?” Baekhyun asked, picking up a pizza box from the couch.

“Well, I don’t know but I just can.” Chanyeol said.

“That’s it. I can’t possibly tutor you like this. I’m cleaning this place up.” Bakhyun said, he can’t stand even the view of Chanyeol’s apartment.

“Oh you don’t have to, I’ll do it later.” Chanyeol said.

“By later you mean never.” Baekhyun said and sighed. “Did you have breakfast yet?” He asked at the smiling Chanyeol.

“Now that you’ve mention it… I’m feeling a little hungry.” He said. “Let me just cook some ramyun and we’re good to go.”

“You eat ramyun for breakfast?” Baekhyun couldn’t believe the guy standing in front of him.

“Yeah, why not? There’s once I ate tteokbokki for breakfast.” Chanyeol said with a blank expression.

“You go wash up, I’ll make breakfast.” Baekhyun said. He just can’t stand the way Chanyeol is living.

Chanyeol smiled and thanked Baekhyun. He went straight to the bathroom and took a shower. Baekhyun opened the fridge and was shocked that how well the fridge is stocked. He expected it’ll be almost empty but there’s everything inside, eggs, vegetable, meat, fish, everything that you were supposed to have in the fridge is in the fridge. He took out two eggs and a few bacons and started frying them.

Chanyeol walked out of the bathroom a few moments later with the towel over his head, his hair still dripping with water. He went straight to the kitchen and stood beside Baekhyun.

“Yum, haven’t had these in a while now.” He said.

“Doesn’t your girlfriend make them for you?” Baekhyu asked. Well he just assumed that he had one since the fridge so stocked so well.

“Girlfriend? I don’t have one.” Chanyeol said, staring at Baekhyun.

“Then why is your fridge so well stocked?” Baekhyun asked.

“Oh, my mum would come over every Friday to fill it up. She’s just worried that I might starve to death you know.” Chanyeol said and chuckled.

“Oh…” Baekhyun said, feeling a little happy.

Breakfast went well with Baekhyun sipping on hot coffee and Chanyeol munching away happily. He keeps on praising Baekhyun and Baekhyun just blushed.

“Should we start cleaning now?” Baekhyun asked while Chanyeol was washing the dishes.

“But you’ve bought all the books here, are you sure you want to clean up instead of tutoring me?” Chanyeol asked.

“Come on I can still bring them over tomorrow.” Baekhyun said, but he have to admit, it’s a little annoying to carry heavy books and have to climb up the stairs to Chanyeol’s apartment.

“Or, you can just leave them here.” Chanyeol said.

“Huh, didn’t think of that. Maybe I should.” Baekhyun said and went to look for huge garbage bags, brooms and some cleaning tools they’ll need.

They began cleaning with Baekhyun throwing out rubbish and Chanyeol stacking the books and arranging them back to the shelves. Baekhyun was impressed by the amount of manga Chanyeol has, mostly about basketball.

“Don’t you think that these characters in the manga look like duizhang?” Chanyeol asked, flipping open one of the pages.

“What I can tell you is Kris is not that dreamy, he’s just weird.” Baekhyun said.

“Huh, but he seems mysterious and cool every time.” Chanyeol said, putting the book back.

“Yeah… More like clumsy and dumb.” Baekhyun said and Chanyeol laughed.

“He’s so gonna kill you if he knows that.” Chanyeol said.

“And you’re so dead if you tell him.” Baekhyun said.

They ended up cleaning for almost three hours. Chanyeol’s apartment looked a lot better than before now. Baekhyun was tired and he just sat on the couch.

“Thanks Baekhyun, it really does look better now.” Chanyeol said but he didn’t get any response from Baekhyun.

He turned around and saw Baekhyun had already fallen asleep on the couch. Chanyeol chuckled. The midget in front of him sure is cute despite that he is scary at times.

……

“Sehunnie?” Luhan answered his phone in a hurry when he saw that it was from Sehun.

“Lulu… I’m sorry. I should not have yelled at you that day. I should not have asked for a break up. I’m sorry.” Sehun said.

“Where are you now?” Luhan asked.

“I’m umm… working.” He said.

“Working? Why are you working?” Luhan asked, his boyfriend is acting weirder and weirder.

“I’ll explain everything when I have time. Got to go Lulu, I’ll call you. Love you.” Sehun said.

“Sehun!” Luhan didn’t have a chance to react and Sehun has already hung up.

“Luhan? Can I come in?” Kris asked.

“Yeah, sure.” Luhan said, wiping away his tears because he didn’t want Kris to know that he had been crying.

“Are you okay?” Kris asked.

“Of course I’m okay, why wouldn’t I be okay?” Luhan asked, forcing himself to smile.

“You sure?” Kris asked again.

“Of course!”

“Well Yixing called and asked us to go have lunch with him and Kai. If you don’t want to I’ll call him back and tell him we’re not going.” Kris said.

“Let’s go. I wanted to see Yixing and his so called boyfriend.” Luhan said and smiled.

“Okay… You might want to tidy yourself up, you look awful.” Kris said and went out of Luhan’s room.

Luhan was taken aback by Kris’s words and he immediately went to take a look of himself in front of his mirror. Oh Lord, he does look awful. His eyes were puffy from all that crying, his hair in a mess and his clothes, don’t even mention his clothes.

He quickly tidy up himself and applied some base makeup to cover up his puffy eyes and face. He went out of his room and saw Kris was already waiting for him at the door.

“Come on slowpoke.” Kris teased him and immediately receives a punch on the arm from Luhan.

Kris actually didn’t want to go, he wanted to use Luhan as an excuse of not going but Luhan agrees to go. He admits that he felt a little jealous that Yixing is dating Kai. He just didn’t want to admit that he has feeling for Yixing.

So they went to the restaurant that they would always go. Baekhyun was already there, waiting for them. He waved at Kris and Luhan as soon as he sees them.

“Hey you two. Luhan, long time no see.” He said.

“You’re exaggerating Baekhyun. It’s only two days.” Luhan said.

“Where’s Yixing and Kai?” Kris asked.

“They’re not here yet.” Baekhyun said and sighed. He was bored waiting for them and for some reason, he was missing that tall giant who he just met yesterday. He was embarrassed when he woke up next to Chanyeol on the couch yesterday evening. They were so close to each other and his heart was pounding like crazy.

“I’m sorry we’re late!” They heard Yixing’s voice and turned around. Kai was standing next to him with his hands in his pocket.

Yixing was smiling so happily that it hurts Kris to see him. He must be happy to be with Kai.

“The lovebirds are here.” Baekhyun teased.

They order their lunch and they begin talking and laughing at each other’s jokes. Yixing keeps on talking about how silly Kris was when they were in elementary school and Kris would do the same. Those made Kai feel uneasy and jealous. Yixing is his boyfriend, not Kris’s.

“Excuse me for a moment, I need to use the bathroom.” Luhan said, standing up. He walked towards the bathroom and he spotted a familiar figure. The blonde hair guy was not hard to spot at all. “Sehun.” He mumbled to himself.

He walked closer but stopped when he saw Sehun was sitting with another girl. His hands on the table and the girl’s hand wrapped around it. She was looking at Sehun with a loving gaze and Sehun was looking at the table.

Luhan couldn’t accept the reality and he panicked. He walked back to their table and stare into blank.

“Luhan? What’s wrong?” Kris asked.

“I saw Sehun… holding hands with another girl.” Luhan whispered.

“Are you sure?” Kris asked.

“I’m fucking sure Wu Yifan!” He said and stood up, the next thing they know, Luhan was already running out of the restaurant, leaving a shocked Baekhyun, Kai and Yixing staring at Kris.

“I should go chase after him.” Kris said and ran out of the restaurant too.

“Well… That means it’s just us three then.” Baekhyun said, he was feeling a little awkward and uneasy. “Maybe I should leave you two alone.” He said.

Yixing nodded and Baekhyun smiled apologetically.

“Should we get going too?” He asked Kai and Kai nodded.

Baekhyun called Kris’s phone but there was no answer. He was getting worried over Luhan and he didn’t know what to do. He then remembered that he was supposed to go to Chanyeol’s place after lunch but he didn’t feel like it. He called Chanyeol to tell him that he wasn’t feeling well.

“Chanyeol, I’m sorry but I can’t go over to your house today.” He said.

“Did something happen?” Chanyeol asked.

“Well I think so… I’m just not feeling well.” He said.

“Where are you?” Chanyeol asked.

“At the park near our school. Why?” He asked.

“Stay there. I’m going to find you.” He said.

“Chan...” He called but Chanyeol already hung up.

So he just sat under the big tree and waited for Chanyeol to show up.

“Hey!” He heard Chanyeol’s voice and looked up. Chanyeol was holding his guitar and he was smiling.

“Why did you bring that along?” Baekhyun asked.

“To cheer you up. I don’t know what happened but I guess you might need a friend to cheer you up now.” Chanyeol said.

“Thanks Chanyeol. I appreciate it.” He said and sighed.

Chanyeol started strumming his guitar while singing. Baekhyun just smiled at first but he soon was singing together with him. He likes the way Chanyeol sings, not only that, he can rap and beat box too. They ended up spending the whole day together, singing and making up ridiculous rap lyrics. Baekhyun was slowly falling for that giant in front of him.

……

“Are you really that close to Kris?” Kai asked while walking Yixing back home.

“I think so, we’ve been best friends since elementary school.” Yixing said.

“Oh… Yixing, please don’t get that close to him.” Kai said.

“Why? He’s my friend.”

“You’re my boyfriend!” Kai said in a rather loud voice and that startled Yixing. “I’m sorry Xing… I’m just jealous that he knows so much about you.” Kai said.

“It’s alright. He’s just a friend Kai.” Yixing said, smiling to his boyfriend. He was actually hurting from the inside, he hated himself to pretend to even love Kai, but he doesn’t. The person he loved is Kris.

“So I’ll see you at school tomorrow.” Kai said.

“Yeah… See you tomorrow.” Yixing said and went inside.

His phone rang as soon as he entered the house. It was Kris.

“Hello?” Yixing answered.

“Have you seen Luhan? Has he contacted you?” Kris asked, he was panting.

“No, he didn’t. What happened? Is he not at home?” Yixing asked.

“No, I’ve looked everywhere, he’s nowhere to be found.” Kris said.

“Maybe he will go home later, you better wait for him at home.” Yixing suggested. “Keep calm Kris.”

“How can I keep calm? He’s my cousin! And now he’s missing, oh god where could he be?” Kris said, he’s very worried about Luhan.

“Kris! Everything will be fine, just keep calm.” Yixing said in a soft voice. “Where are you now?” He asked.

“I’m at our apartment. I’m still waiting for Luhan.” He said. “Oh my god, Luhan! Yixing, I’ll call you back later!” He said and hung up. And now Yixing is nervous. He hesitated and walked out of his house, running towards Kris’s and Luhan’s apartment.

Luhan had been drinking. He was drunk and Kris was shocked at how he managed to even get back home.

“Who need that Oh Sehun anyway…? I’m better off without him.” Luhan said.

“Luhan, you’re drunk. Come on let’s go up.” Kris said, holding Luhan to prevent him from falling.

“I am not drunk! I am very sober.” Luhan said.

“Yeah, you can’t even stand properly. Come on.” Kris said and pulled Luhan into their apartment.

Luhan fell asleep immediately when Kris threw him on his bed. Kris’s was heartbroken to see his cousin like this. This is all because of that Oh Sehun. He was taking off Luhan’s shoes when he heard the doorbell ringing.

“Who could it be?” He mumbled to himself, walking towards the door to open it.

“Kris! Where’s Luhan? His is he?” Yixing asked, bursting into the room.

“Yixing? What are you doing here?” Kris asked.

“I’m worried about Luhan.” Yixing said.

“He’s in there, sleeping like a log.” Kris said.

“Thank god he’s safe.” Yixing said, peeking into Luhan’s room.

“It’s all because of Sehun he’s like that.” Kris said, his hands clenched into fists.

“Calm down Kris, what actually happened? Why did Luhan ran out of the restaurant just now?” Yixing asked.

“He said he saw Sehun with another girl. I’m not very sure myself.” Kris said.

“See, we shouldn’t jump into conclusion.” Yixing said.

Luhan’s phone started ringing and Kris went and answered it.

“Hello?”

“Hello, is this Mr. Xi Luhan?” A female asked.

“It’s his phone but he’s currently busy at the moment. May I help you?”

“We’re calling from the Seoul Hospital; do you know Mr. Oh Sehun?”

“Yes, we know him. Did something happen to him?” Kris asked.

“Well you see, he was involved in a car accident and now he’s undergoing surgery. We checked his phone and found out that the person he last called was Mr. Xi Luhan. We wanted to ask you to come to the hospital now.” The nurse said.

“Oh my god…” Kris was lost for words.

“What?” Yixing asked, he was about to die from all that anxiety.

“Sehun is in the hospital.” Kris told him. “We’ll be right there.” He told the nurse and hung up.

“We need to wake Luhan up.” Yixing said.

“No, what if Sehun… What if…” Kris can’t finish his sentence.

“Shut up Kris, he won’t. Sehun won’t.” Yixing said, he ran into Luhan’s room and woke him up. Luhan was still a little drunk and it took him a moment for him to fully understand what Yixing said.

“What?!” He stood up. “I need to go now!” He said and ran towards the door, almost stumbling.

“I’ll drive you guys there.” Kris said, holding up his car keys.

They reached the hospital after five minutes and Luhan dashed into the building. He ran up to the desk and asked for Sehun’s ward number. He ran and made Yixing and Kris chase after him. He reached the ward and pushed the door and went in. He saw the doctor and nurse were talking to Sehun.

Sehun immediately sat up with difficulty when he saw Luhan, he’s happy to his boyfriend.

“How is he?” Luhan asked the doctor.

“He’s doing fine. We have managed to stabilize his blood pressure and stopped the internal bleeding. He’ll be alright now.” The doctor said and Luhan let out a sigh of relief. “Thank you doctor.” He said and the doctor nodded.

“Luhan…” Sehun called when he saw Luhan, he was smiling, he had totally forget about the pain he had just now while having the surgery.

“You idiot! You idiot! You idiot! You jerk! I hate you!” Luhan shouted and hit Sehun.

“Oww! What was that for?” Sehun asked and looked at Kris and Yixing.

“That’s for cheating you jerk! And that’s for making me worried!” Luhan said, continue hitting Sehun.

“Cheating?” Sehun looked shocked. “What are you talking about?” He asked.

“Don’t act like you don’t know.” Kris said. “Luhan saw you in the restaurant with another girl. She was holding your hand.”

“That was my cousin!” Sehun said, defending himself. “She was just trying to stop me when I said I was going to race against five racers. Now racing, that was a stupid idea.”

“Why did you not listen to me? That’s what happens when you don’t listen to me!” Luhan said, with tears streaming down his cheeks.

“I… Needed money to help my mum. My dad, he went gambling again and he owes a lot of people money. I can’t just look at my mum work her ass of for that jerk! I am her son and I want to help her. I saw those ads where they say that if I win this race, they’ll give me five thousand dollars. With that money, I can at least help my mum.” Sehun said.

“Why didn’t you tell me?” Luhan asked.

“I didn’t want to bother you. Besides, this is my dad’s fault, it has nothing to do with any of you.” He said and receives a slap from Luhan.

“Oh Sehun! I am your boyfriend! Why are you talking like I am a stranger to you? Of course is has something to do with me because you are my boyfriend! You made me worried sick about you and now you’re telling that I have nothing to do with you? How could you?” Luhan said, he’s crying again.

Sehun cupped Luhan’s cheeks and pulled him in for a kiss. Kris and Yixing decided to leave the both of them alone and they went out.

“Sorry for dragging you together.” Kris said.

“Not to worry Kris, besides Sehun’s my friend too, of course I’ll be worried.” Yixing said and smiled.

“I should drive you home.” Kris said, trying hard not to look at Yixing’s smile because that’s going to make him fall harder for him.

“We’re just going to leave Luhan here?” He asked.

“He’ll call me when he needs me.” Kris said.

……

“Why didn’t you answer your phone yesterday when I called?” Kai asked.

“I’m sorry; I was in the hospital so I need to put in on silent.” Yixing said.

“Hospital? What happened?” Kai asked, standing up and walked to Yixing.

“It’s nothing, Luhan’s boyfriend got in an accident and we’re just there to see him.” Yixing said.

“We? You mean you and Kris?” Kai asked.

“And Luhan.” Yixing added.

“I thought I told you not to get that close with him.” Kai said.

“Luhan is like family, and Sehun is my friend, I can’t just don’t care about them.” Yixing said.

“You are my boyfriend; you listen to what I said.” Kai said and he looked serious.

Yixing thinks that Kai was being ridiculous, why would he get jealous over him being with Kris? He’s already Kai’s boyfriend Kris has his own girlfriend. And Kai, he’s feeling very jealous and angry at the same time. Yixing is his, and only his, he love Yixing and he doesn’t want anyone to touch him. Kai didn’t know that he was being over possessive and sometimes his actions scares Yixing.

Yixing’s phone rang, it was from Kris. Kai grabbed it before Yixing could answer it and glared at it.

“You can’t answer this.” He said and rejects the call.

“What if there’s something important?” Yixing asked.

“He has nothing to do with you anymore!” Kai said and he pushed Yixing, pinning him at the wall. “You are mine.” He said and walked out of Yixing’s apartment, slamming the door behind him.

Yixing was at shocked. Tears were streaming down his face, he was scared. He didn’t want Kai to go look for Kris and start a fight with him. Sure Kris is the basketball team’s captain, he is taller and he might win the fight over Kai but he doesn’t want them to fight. He doesn’t want Kris or Kai to get hurt because of him.

He called Kris.

“Why didn’t you answer my calls?” Kris asked.

“I was uhh… In the bathroom.” Yixing lied.

“What’s wrong? You don’t sound the same? Are you crying?” Kris asked.

“No. I umm sneezed just now and uhh you know, every time I sneeze, my voice changes.” Yixing said.

“Oh okay. Luhan’s going to cook something for Sehun and you know Luhan, I don’t want Sehun to be admitted to the hospital for another week because of Luhan’s cooking… So do you think you can come over and maybe help out a little?” Kris asked.

 Yixing wanted to say yes in an instant, but he suddenly remembered what Kai had told him.

“I don’t think I could go Kris.” Yixing said.

Kris is not dumb; he can sense sadness in Yixing’s tone.

“Aww come on. You know how terrible Luhan’s cooking is. We’ll need to rush to the toilet and I don’t want poor Sehun to get another week of hospital food.” Kris said, using an aegyo voice, trying to cheer Yixing up.

Yixing couldn’t stand it whenever Kris uses aegyo over him. He just can’t resist it.

“Okay okay. I’ll go. Just tell Luhan to hold onto his cooking first.” Yixing said and laughed a little.

“Thank you Zhang Yixing. You are a life savior!” Kris said.

Yixing laughed and he quite forgot about the argument he had with Kai just now. The reason that Yixing is still going out with Kai is that although he’s a little possessive, he’s a nice guy. But the main reason is, he reminds Yixing a lot about Kris. His voice is deep just like Kris, he’s tall just like Kris and he can even rap, just like Kris.

Yixing knocked on Kris’s apartment door and Baekhyun opened the door.

“You’re here too?” Yixing asked.

“Yeah, Luhan dragged me here to be his guinea pig.” Baekhyun said and sighed. “Why are you here?” He asked.

“Kris wanted me to help Luhan out, you know, so you guys don’t have to suffer.” He said and winked.

“Thank god! Yah Park Chanyeol, we’re saved.” Baekhyun said.

“Hi!” Chanyeol said to Yixing who was staring at him.

“Hi, wait let me guess Baekhyun. He’s your boyfriend.” Yixing said and Baekhyun blushed and Chanyeol chuckled.

“Baekhyun’s my tutor and I came here because he was teaching me Math and suddenly duizhang called me and Luhan called Baekhyun.” Chanyeol said and Baekhyun nodded his head.

“Oh I see… Where are Kris and Luhan?” Yixing asked.

“At the balcony.” Baekhyun said and pointed. “And Luhan is in the kitchen.”

Yixing walked to the balcony to check on Kris, he was on the phone, talking to his girlfriend.

“I’m sorry but I have to end it.” Kris said and Yixing rolled his eyes. Another breakup.

“I have found someone else and I think that you deserve someone better than me.” Kris said and that made Yixing shocked. Kris would never say something like that.

He stared at Kris and wondered what’s wrong with him. He then proceed to the kitchen, his mind is still on Kris.

“Ah Yixing! You’re here! I was getting in trouble with the chicken; I can’t seem to cut it.” Luhan said and that made Yixing laughed.

Outside the living room, Chanyeol and Baekhyun was trying to solve one of Luhan’s Rubix cube while eavesdropping on Kris.

“Why is he always changing girlfriends?” Baekhyun asked.

“Beats me, maybe he really is too perfect for them.” Chanyeol said.

“Yeah right…” Baekhyun scoffed.

“Do you think your friend Sehun will like desserts? I can make them.” Chanyeol said suddenly.

“Desserts? The only desserts I’ve seen him have are bubble tea.” Baekhyun said.

“Bubble tea ain’t desserts Baek.” Chanyeol said.

Baekhyun likes it when Chanyeol calls him Baek. He thinks that it’s the name that only Chanyeol can use.

“Well then Yeol, explain the desserts you know.” Baekhyun said and Chanyeol blushed.

“Desserts like pudding, Crème Brulee, Leche Flan, and some others.” Chanyeol said.

“Huh? I only heard pudding and only pudding.” Baekhyun said with a confused expression.

“Never mind. I’ll try making it later then you’ll know what that is.” Chanyeol said and smiled.

……

“Thanks for coming over today. You saved all of our intestines.” Kris said and Yixing chuckled.

“It’s alright, I really enjoy helping Luhan though.” Yixing said.

“There, we’re here.” Kris said, he had volunteered to send Yixing home, their house is just a few blocks away so he just walked him home.

“Thanks Kris.” Yixing said.

“Hey, is everything all right with Kai? You do look a little pale nowadays.” Kris said.

“Everything’s fine. Don’t worry.” Yixing said with a smile.

“You know you can’t lie to me.” Kris said.

“It’s really nothing. Couples fight you know.” Yixing said.

“If he is bullying you I swear I’ll beat him up.” Kris said, cracking his knuckles.

“Go home Kris, it’s getting late.” Yixing said with a chuckle.

“Okay… You take care.” Kris said and watch Yixing walked into the building and into the elevator.

Kris didn’t leave. He went into the building too and went on the other elevator. He knows something is not right and he wants to know what. His elevator reached Yixing’s floor first because the elevator that Yixing used had stopped on a few floors. He saw Yixing coming out of the elevator and opened the door and went it.

Yixing was shocked to see the lights in his apartment are on. He looked around saw Kai sitting by the counter.

“Hey, didn’t see you there. What are you doing here?” He asked and went over to Kai.

“You were over at Kris’s place aren’t you?” Kai asked, standing up.

“I… How did you know?” Yixing asked.

Kai went over the window and opened the curtains. He can see clearly that Kris had walked Yixing home.

“Luhan needed my help so I just went and help him.” Yixing said.

“And have Kris to walk you back? You could have called me and I could have went and fetch you.” He said.

“He’s just a friend, why are you over reacting so much?” Yixing asked.

“Me? Over reacting?” Kai shouted and pushed Yixing. Yixing’s head knocked the wall hard and he was feeling a little dizzy, he blacked out a while later.

Kris overheard everything and he burst through Yixing’s unlocked apartment door.

“What have you done?” He asked Kai when he saw the unconscious Yixing.

“None of your business! Yixing is mine and I shall deal with him.” Kai said.

Kris couldn’t hold it in anymore, he went over and gave Kai a punch in the face.

“You leave Yixing alone you hear me? From now onwards, Yixing has nothing to do with you because now he belongs to Wu Yifan!” Kris said and Kai stared at him.

“Yixing is my boyfriend, you’re just gonna snatch him away from me?” Kai asked. “Do you even love him?”

“Yes! I have loved him for god knows how many years!” Kris said and Kai’s eyes widen.

“Fine… Since you love him that much, take him.” Kai said and walked out of the door. He love Yixing too but he realized that he had hurt Yixing and he is touched by Kris’s love towards Yixing. He shouldn’t stand in between the anymore.

Kris went over and picked Yixing up, putting him on the couch.

“Yixing? Yixing?” He called.

Yixing’s eyes opened slowly and he was shocked to see Kris.

“What are you doing here? I thought you went home?” Yixing asked.

“I was worried.” Kris said. “And good thing I followed you up here.” He said and Yixing kept quiet.

“Why didn’t you tell me he was a jerk?” Kris asked.

“Because I love you and he reminds me of you and I know you’ll never feel the same.” Yixing said, trying to hold in his tears.

“Yixing… Do you know why I keep changing girlfriends?” He asked and Yixing shook his head. “It’s because I love you and I’m afraid to cross the line. And those girls, none of them can give me the feelings I had when I’m with you.” Kris said.

“And the person you were talking about with your ex-girlfriend was me?” Yixing asked.

“You were listening?” Kris asked.

“It was an accident.” Yixing said and Kris smiled.

“Yeah, it was you.”

Yixing was touched. He hugged Kris and buried his face in his broad chest, crying.

“Kris… I should have told you earlier. I love you.” Yixing said and Kris lifts his chin.

“Me too… I love you.” Kris said and gave Yixing a kiss on the lips and Yixing kiss him back.

……

“Park Chanyeol, yah! PARK CHANYEOL!” Baekhyun shouted.

“I’m awake! I’m awake!” Chanyeol said while sitting up straight.

“Are you doing Chemistry or are you drooling all over your book?” Baekhyun asked.

“Sorry Baek. I’m a little sleepy, I didn’t quite sleep well last night.” Chanyeol said.

“What were you doing last night?” Baekhyun asked, a little annoyed. “Did you stay up the whole night playing with your PS3 again?”

“No, I did not.”

“If you’re not going to pay attention or even bother to stay awake when I’m tutoring you, I think I’m going home.” Baekhyun said.

“Wait! Don’t go, I have something for you.” Chanyeol said and Baekhyun looked at him.

“What?”

“Hold on.” Chanyeol said and went out of the room. He returns a few minutes later, holding something on his hand. “I was trying to make this last night for you, since you said you haven’t tried it before.” He was holding on to the Crème Brulee that he had promised Baekhyun he would make.

“Yeol… You didn’t have too.” Baekhyun said, suddenly feeling bad for accusing Chanyeol just now.

“But I did. Hehe here, try some and tell me how you think.” He said, giving Baekhyun a spoon. Baekhyun ate it and looked at Chanyeol with his eyes widen.

“This is great Chanyeol!” He said. “You’re a great dessert maker!”

“I can make these for you always if you want.” Chanyeol said.

“Can you really?” Baekhyun asked.

“On one condition.” Chanyeol said and gave Baekhyun a kiss. Baekhyun was shocked at Chanyeol’s sudden action. He hesitated but he kisses him back too. “Be my boyfriend.” Chanyeol whispered at Baekhyun’s lips.

“Deal.” Baekhyun said and pulled Chanyeol in for another kiss.

“Do you know why I wanted you to tutor me?” Chanyeol asked.

“Because I’m smart?” Baekhyun asked.

“Because I have a crush on you and didn’t know how to approach you so I faked it, wanting you to tutor me so I can get closer to you.” Chanyeol said and Baekhyun pouted.

“You could have just tell me you idiot.” Baekhyun said and gave Chanyeol a punch on the chest.

Being the reaction king he is, Chanyeol reacted to Baekhyun’s punch and yelped, making Baekhyun shocked and immediately started to massage his chest.

“Oh my god, I’m sorry Yeollie!” Baekhyun said.

“Just kidding, it doesn’t hurt.” Chanyeol said and received another kick on the butt from Baekhyun.

……

“Are you sure this isn’t going to kill me?” Sehun asked, looking at the food that Luhan had bought for him.

“Yah what do you mean by that?” Luhan asked.

“The last time I had your food made me had diarrhea for a week.” Sehun said and received a glare from Luhan.

“Yixing helped me with this and Chanyeol made that dessert, if you don’t want it then fine, I’ll eat it myself.” Luhan said and began eating.

“Hey hey… I didn’t say I don’t want it.” Sehun said, holding Luhan’s hand.

“I hate you do you know that?” Luhan asked.

“Yeah, and I hate you too.” Sehun said and pulled Luhan in for a kiss. A sweet kiss that had the taste of Chanyeol’s Leche Flan.

They were interrupted but two pair of couple walking in, each holding hands with their partner.

“Whoa… What have I missed?” Sehun asked, looking at the other couples. “Kris with Yixing and Baekhyun with Chanyeol?”

“Shut up, you have Luhan.” Baekhyun said and Sehun stick out his tongue at Baekhyun.

“Why you little….” Baekhyun said and started poking at Sehun’s waist.

So, the six friends laughed at each other and shared stories of how they became a couple. It was fun too look at the constant bickering between Baekhyun and Sehun and the loving couple of Kris and Yixing.